~ nightmare! ~

08 November 2004

argh, this whole wedding thing is getting too much. i can’t handle this by myself. too many people to think about, too many things to take care of, too many … ugh, i don’t know. it’s just too much! if this continueing, i’m breaking down in no time… i just want to get over it… soon… SOON!

i don’t fucking care about how many people coming. why do we need to attend classes to get married? i’m so over my schooling period. i don’t even want to attend knitting class. and what’s up with those pictures we have to take just to get the “church diploma” thing? i’m not even christian!

good god, too many annoying little thing to take care. i just want to live with ari and make a family, for goodness’ sake.